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2004-08-17T16:55:06Z

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-22T14:35:00

2004-06-22T19:38:28Z

I don't want to complain about my mom anymore, but shes making everything impossible.

I got my last Rockett shirt in the mail yesterday.
I'm sore from hockey.
Last night, I went out with dad and Frank and we drove around downtown for a while, then uptown, then went to Whole Foods, and that was kind of entertaining.
Then I came home, made a phone call.. That was cool

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xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-21T12:39:00

2004-06-21T17:40:48Z

I'm tired of being nice to people, and giving compliments and all that bullshit.. and just getting kicked in the face for it. No, I don't expect you to be like "OH MY GOD LORI, I LOVE YOU, OMG!!!"
but, geez.

Anyways..

I'm tired and crabby.

Adios

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-19T18:05:00

2004-06-20T01:10:20Z

I'm at my dad's house now.

I had an alright time at my Grandma's. We sat around at her apartment all day yesterday, and I watched CNN all day.. Borrring.
Today we went to Target. I bought 2 CD and a shirt.

I'll be back at my mom's Monday morning after hockey.
I'm pretty sure that when I get home I'll be making a new journal.. for personal reasons.

I have $100 saved up so far for my the permit shit. Hopefully this week, I'll be getting a $80 check from my aunt, which was suppose to be to get my hair done, but my priority is getting my permit. If everything goes as planned, I'll have my permit this week.
We'll see.

I wish I had a digital camera, so I could make my entries more interesting... either that, or something worthwhile to say.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-18T00:09:00

2004-06-18T05:15:16Z

Today was pretty awesome.

Hockey in the morning, and that was fun. After I came home, I took Lucky for a walk. Then, I sat around and got ready to go sell Cougar Cards.

Selling Cougar Cards was horrible. We went door to door for 3 hours, and only sold 25 cards. Not good.
I wore flip flops. Bad idea, I never wear those things, and my feet ended up all cut up and shit.

My night was awesome.
lorrri

Anyways, tommorrow I have to leave to go to my grandma's for the weekend, because both of my parents are out of town. Dad is in Chicago for buisness, and Mom is going up north camping.
Chances are I won't be online until Tuesday, but maybe Monday since I have hockey and I'll be walking home.

We'll see.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-16T22:05:00

2004-06-17T03:07:12Z

I'm having a shitty night.
I don't know.

I got my From Autumn to Ashes zip up today. I wasn't as excited as I thought I'd be. It looks cool and everything.. but it took so long to get here, and yeah.

Tommorrow I have hockey.. we start later because we aren't having dryland due to the fundraising we're doing tommorrow night. Not looking forward to that..

That all...

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-16T10:22:00

2004-06-16T15:33:48Z

Oh lord.

I started hockey yesterday at 8AM. I woke up at 6:50 and felt like I was going to puke, because I was nervous. Kylee showed up at 7:40. First, we went outside and did the Aerobics/Shooting/Other stuff part. It was fun, until aerobics, holy shit. I'm realllllly sore now.
Then we had 2 hours of ice time. 2 hours, for anyone is a long time. We had a 10 minute break, so they could resurface the ice.
I was not sore at all yesterday, but today.. I'm like dying. :-P

When I got home, I was in an awesome mood, someone had to [try] ruin that.
Anyways, I sat around for a longggg time.

I talked to someone online yesterday and found out some things about.. yeah. I'm not going to let it all get to me, just so you know. You lied, and thats ok.
And my mom was in a bitchy mood all afternoon...

Then FRANK CAME HOME!. Aww, I didn't miss her at all. The house was so quiet and pleasant, but its cool to have Frank back. She hasn't told me anything about the trip, just showed me her group pictures, and told me stories about one of her friends that didn't wash her hair for 5 days. Oh, and some story about these boys that stood in front of her room and waited until someone opened the door and mooned them, or something? And Frank, of course, had to go and tattle. Geeez

And then I talked to some people last night.
lorrrri

bwahaha.

I'm unsure about whats going to happen today, because of some messages I found on my computer this morning. I'll be cool about it, not be a bitch.. even though I'm pissed.
I'll be ready for anything, and everything.

Sorry for my rather boring updates. :-P

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-14T22:45:00

2004-06-15T03:46:23Z

I don't like pretending..

-sigh-

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-14T12:35:00

2004-06-14T17:55:28Z

I'm bored, so I'll update.

This weekend was rather fun. I went to my dad's house on Saturday morning. My grandma called and woke me up at 9:30. Not cool, but I guess its better to start off your day early?

Saturday
My dad picked me up, and we went to the design center for the new house hes building. We ended up getting lost, because my dad was wrong. We ended up in Eden Prairie and we were suppose to be in Minnetonka, I think. The drive was long.. very long. Finally, we got to the design center, and my dad kept going back and forth checking prices, and writing stuff down. We spent almost 3 hours there... Then we went to Panera Bread for lunch, good stuff.
After that, we drove back, and went to the neighborhood where my dad is building the house. We went into some model home to check something.. Then we drove over to the lot where we're building our house. All I can say is that I'm hoping its going to be better looking when all the houses are done. We drove around, and looked at the people.. interesting, to say the least.

Sunday
I slept in until quarter to 11, and my dad came and woke me up to tell me he was going to be out for a little bit..
I got up, ate, and got ready to go out. I was going to wear one of my new Rockett shirts and a jean skirt, but I felt stupid.. so I changed.
My dad came home, and we drove up to Champlin to see another model home that we'd already seen, but my dad wanted to see their kitchen, and prove to me that the white doors are not ugly. :-P And I guess today my dad is going to Inver Grove Heights to see another model to check something with a cabinet color.
After all that, we drove to Uptown, because I wanted to go to Ragstock.. We parked across CalSurf, and I couldn't remember where Ragstock was, I hadn't been there since last summer.. We walked a little bit, and found it. My dad is so god damn embarassing when we go to places. Grr..
Anyways, I bought a few awesome things. I got a white studded belt, a plain white fitted t-shirt, and this one other shirt that I can't describe without it sounding ugly. I only spent 36$, so I feel like I got some good deals. :)

Last night was.. I don't know how to describe it. I got home at 7:30, and my mom was already drinking. At 10:45, or, she comes running downstairs, screaming and yelling for me to get off the computer. What the fuck? I'm freaking out, because I don't know whats going on, and she wouldn't tell me. She claims that shes getting phone calls from people she doesn't know, and they're saying "weird shit". And, of course, its automatically my fault. She locked the room to the computer, and was freaking out for another hour.
Now, I've decided I'm not going camping anymore.. 5 days of her drunken shit won't be fun, and 5 days is far too long.
This morning, she calls and wakes me up at 7 for some stupid shit she wanted me to do. At 7 AM, it couldn't wait.
I managed to pick the lock on the door with a wire hanger.. I'm assuming she won't care.. if she can even remember what happened.
We all know how that goes.

No plans for today.
My FATA hoodie didn't come today.
Maybe tommorrow.

Hockey starts tommorrow, and I'm really nervous. :(
This program is with the team, so yeah.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-11T14:43:00

2004-06-11T19:47:13Z

I love outdated software!

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-11T12:40:00

2004-06-11T17:43:20Z

gah, I'm bored.

I can't find anything to do... and I want to go running, but I don't..

I was thinking about getting new pictures and applying to some rating communities, but with my luck.. eh
I don't feel like having people tell me I'm hideous today.
Maybe tommorrow. :-P

And Frank is gone in New York. She left this morning.

I waiting for the mail, to see if my FATA hoodie will come today, which I doubt. But, we'll see..

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-10T23:47:00

2004-06-11T04:59:56Z

Oh man. I have so much energy right now.. although I'm dead tired.
I love how that works.

I think this might be a long one..

Anyways, so yesterday, as I was bitching about.. I had to walk up to school to turn in 13$ for a book that I misplaced. The teacher told me to be up at school before noon because otherwise, when she entered grades, I'd have a NC$ on my report card. I was going to go running anyways, so I decided to drop it off at school while I was out. I ran up to school, in the rain, and went to Mrs. Stoltenburg's room, and she wasn't there, the door was locked.. so I walked around to see if any office people were working.. and the only one that was decided to be a complete bitch, and she told me to leave because she was too busy recording the school's voice mail message. What the fuck? So, I walked back to the red building 15 minutes later, and she still wasn't there. I decided to just leave the check inbetween the door, and then I left.

Came home, called MerchDirect.. got my issue with them solved, and my FATA hoodie is now on its way here. Finally.
grr.

I showered, washed my hair, and was lazy, so I put a ton of gel in it and let it get curly.. bad idea
At 2:15, little Frank and I walked up to school to check my grade in Civics. We got there and had to walk all around school to find an open door. The whole time, I told Frank stories about people at school. I freaked her out quite a bit. :)
We finally got in, and went to Mr. G's room, found out I had an A. And he went on and on to my sister about how wonderful of a student I was and how she should be like that next year.
The A totally made my day..
Then went home.. realized on the way home that the back of my ankle got all cut up from my shoes.. my shoe got bloody.. not cool.

Today was alright.
My clothing from Rockett finally arrived. I was really satisfied with the shirts I bought. They also sent me 5 pins and 3 stickers.
Rad.

Then I went out to eat with my dad.. didn't enjoy it.
Came home.

Ignored my mom, and now shes pissed.
Tommorrow, before I leave for my dad's.. I'm leaving her a lovely little note with all the things she needs to pay.
+200$ for permit [3 months after I've taken the classes, and she still won't pay for the rest of it]
+160$ for hockey.
Shes got enough money for booze and other unnessecary shit, so shes going to pay for that too.

Goodnight.

i need help

2004-06-09T21:46:22Z

I want to get my haircut again, but I don't know what I want to do with it.
I want "long" bangs that go to the side, but I don't want super short hair, because it looks hideous on me.
My hair is a little longer than shoulder length right now..
So, bascially, I'm asking for ideas/pictures/etc.

Please help me out, I'd appreciate it so much..

Oh, and I forgot.. Someone recommend some cool online stores for [rad] clothing and stuff.

Thanks :)

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-09T11:04:00

2004-06-09T16:07:59Z

First day of Summer Break.
Awesome.

Unfortunately, I still have to run up to school today to pay for something, and then go back at 2:30-ish to go check my grade in Civics, and take Franky to meet Mr. Goedeke.
I thought that would be an alright thing to do, until I woke up this morning and it was raining, so in 15 minutes.. I'll be running up to school in the rain.

Oh geez.

And then after that, I'm just going to.. hang around, I suppose.

I'm not making any specific plans or anything for this summer.
Whatever happens.. happens.

Alright.
I made myself sound stupid.

Adios.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-08T15:40:00

2004-06-08T20:41:36Z

ITS FINALLY OVER!

Thank god.
I took loads of pictures and stuff.

And I'm going to try so hard to make this summer rock.

Yes.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-07T16:02:00

2004-06-07T21:02:33Z

today sucked. and i feel like shit

i hate my mom.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-06T16:12:00

2004-06-06T21:16:25Z

this weekend was alright.
i spent it at my dads, with my nephew.
cause i can't take it anymore.. at my mom's.
now i'm back.

anyways.. i'm in a pretty good mood right now.
my dad and i went to the driving range to go hit some balls. he kept yelling at me because, i wasn't doing it right.

last night.. joe and i broke up.
maybe its for the better... but i don't feel horrible about it
oh well.

now, i have to finish some research and stuff.
and my computer is acting really screwed up.
i'm going to have spysweeper do another scan.

thats all.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-03T16:50:00

2004-06-03T21:59:10Z

Today was pretty boring, I guess.
1st hour We started some new, easy junk, that I already learned last year. I hate Applied Algebra.
2nd hour We finished watching West Side Story. What a fucking sucky ending. Now we have to write an essay comparing Romeo and Juliet and West Side Story. And, I have to do a Romeo and Juliet project, and its stupid because we recieved no guidelines or expections, or anything at all. Basically, its just "do what you can and see what happens with your grade". I'm not too crazy about that idea.
3rd hour We started watching Mr. Smith Goes To Washington. Its an old, black and white movie for the 30's. I like it so far, its a bit corny, but good.
4th hour In Spanish we had a quiz on the verbs, and then started reviewing for the quiz tommorrow. In Band we listened to Ms. Weiland play her new saxophone... cool?

Then I was supposed to stay after to take the Probability test for Math, but Mrs. Rattikka never showed up, and I sat in her room for 15 minutes after school, and gave up and left. I walked home, and it was hot, but I don't mind. Its beautiful out, and it makes me want a digital camera even more.

The Seniors' last day was yesterday, and all the underclassmen were making a huge fucking deal out of it. And today everyone was talking about how the school was practically empty. Ok? Yeah, so there was a few cars missing from the parking lots, but thats about it. And the halls were less congested.
People are stupid, god.

I have to go do stuff.
More tommorrow.

Oh, and don't ever order anything for MerchDirect. They're a bunch of dicks.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-02T21:12:00

2004-06-03T02:21:32Z

I've been pretty busy with projects, homework, studying for tests, etc.
None of my classes have cumulative finals, but we have unit tests and junk. Not looking forward to that, and their all on the last 2 days. bummer.

I've also been pretty tired, because I have a bad habit of waiting until late in the afternoon to start working on stuff.
I'm so ready for this year to be over.. I've never felt so worn out. :-/

Joe came over on Monday, but yeah..

I'm sort of starting to plan out my summer.. I have a lot of things I'd like to accomplish, change, etc. No, I'm not aiming to lose 50 pounds, but I'm looking to be in better shape for hockey, and for my.. well being? But yeah, theres a lot that I'd like to change/improve about myself, but yeah. It'll take a little longer than 2 months, but we'll see.

I've hoping to go to a few shows this summer, meet some new people.. um.. and just get out a lot more.
I'm really hoping to see Jana more.. I miss her so much, you don't even know.
It'll be rad, if Jana, Ryan, and I all hang out a few times this summer.
I adore them both.

Its hard to believe that hockey starts again in two weeks. I'm not really looking forward to that, but I'm looking to improve, so I have to go.
I also have a shit load of fundraising that I have to do, and it sucks.
So, if you live around me, and you'd like to purchase a lovely Cougar Card with tons of discounts, let me know. They're $10. ;)
I have to see 30 minimum. so help me out.

I better get working..
See ya.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-02T16:40:00

2004-06-02T21:44:59Z

nose: xstratxstarx
elbow: xzstrfzgtxxxxxxxxxxxxxxzgtaazrfx [wow]
tongue: xstratstrx
chin: xzcswtratxstasrex
foot: fsdtgntrbgfxs cxsdrttbvftr cx gf [haha]
eyes closed: xstratxstarx

2/6

woo hoo

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-02T16:03:00

2004-06-02T21:05:29Z

Yeah, I can already sort of sense whats going on, but I'm not going to say anything, until I know, for sure... until then, I'm just going to keep to myself, and just let it happen.

Its a bummer.

Anyways. MerchDirect fucking sucks.. they claim they haven't recieved my money order, and thats complete shit because I sent it LAST Monday.. so what the hell. I was planning on calling, instead of e-mailing, but no.. they don't have a toll free number.
fuck that

sorry for the foul language.
i'm just frustrated..

with a lot.

see ya

xstratxstarx @ 2004-06-01T18:24:00

2004-06-01T23:24:36Z

I'm in a big deep pile of shit.
And, I don't know what I want right now.
I'm confused about a lot.

And maybe..
God, I don't know.

:(

xstratxstarx @ 2004-05-30T22:29:00

2004-05-31T03:30:10Z

geez.

my mom is trashed.

and i don't want to deal with this anymore.

goodnight.

xstratxstarx @ 2004-05-30T18:37:00

2004-05-30T23:38:06Z

wow
do i feel disgusting..

xstratxstarx @ 2004-05-30T12:24:00

2004-05-30T17:26:38Z

I'm bored.

I want new shoes and some new clothing. and a hair cut. and a digital camera.. and a new flat iron, mine is just about dead :-/
cheap stuff

and i wish ugly guys would quit IMing me. :(
I'm 15 years old
god damn

anyways.. today is going to be lame and boring.
save me